Say this sentence to yourself in the mirror....
I love meth because it makes me the man I've always wanted to be...
For me to find people that can understand that, is quite the journey. Fighting my own shame to just be outspoken about it is a strain on the brain. But I say I'm able to say it in the mirror to myself and I don't cringe to my own reflection. I smile with confidence cuz I'm being honest with myself. If it brings me to a place in my mind where I'm happy and learn from my mistakes rather than regret, then how bad can it/I be?